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Aug. 23rd, 2012

Well, Kody and I are officially calling it quits. It was a good game while it lasted hat it was, but it's time for me to really move forward.  We're just terrible for each other and I deserve to be treated better. I don't feel like getting in to all of that right now, but I will. I think I'm actually going to start a blog specifically dedicated to my divorce process. I think this whole thing is really painful and some days I cry and don't get out of bed. Other days I feel like my whole life is just beginning. It really is a process and there is so much self realization that occurs. I really need to learn as much as I can about myself from this process and what I want out of my future, both alone and with a potential future partner. It's going to be okay. It just means my whole life is totally changing. I've spent almost three years waiting for Kody to get out of the Navy. Before that I spent two years in Hampton Roads, which kind of feels like hell on earth to me. Really, the last place we were really happy is Michigan. Maybe that's why I keep ending up back here. So, I'm looking at this as an opportunity to go back and choose another path. It's my adventure. I just have to choose a page.

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chaichilaquiles
Aug. 24th, 2012 01:04 pm (UTC)
Always great to hear from you! Sorry that things haven't worked out- I thought you two broke it off when he went into the military? What are you doing now?
sarahmichigan
Aug. 27th, 2012 08:41 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry you're going through a painful time. Sending positive thoughts...
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